Connecticut: Antoinette Brim-Bell
Antoinette Brim-Bell is the Connecticut State Poet Laureate, serving since 2022.
Photo: BlaqPearl Photography
Thirteen Ways of Looking
If you can see, look ...
from Blindness by Jose Saramago
I.
because I want to know:
my eyes break common
prisms into scattered light,
gather up the rods into
buckets of blues:
gotta see to know
gotta see to know
gotta know to see.
II.
scaffolds of blues/gallows of light
built on three layers of tissue paper night
fill the cone with spotless second sight understand?
III.
Monochrome blind: one color allowed
Snow blind: white light to excess
Moon blind: nowhere, nowhere to go/no path to follow
IV.
A man and his vision are one.
Just telling you what I know.
V.
Through:
a glass darkly Hooke’s microscope Galileo’s telescope
Benjamin’s spectacles a keyhole an emerald
a glass of water
VI.
nose smudges on the window & anxious steamy breath on glass magnify the scope of
hopeful, watchful eyes waiting earnestly at the window
left to right/right to left the truth is written in:
dotted permutations calligraphed characters code
alpha to omega on papyrus rice wood stone
trace the shadows with your fingertips your eyes your lips
VII.
Big Mama was a seer. Born that way. Always knowing. Could see the bitter winter
coming, in the glow of the firefly. Fish in her dreams, could see sons and daughters
in their mother’s eyes. She saw sickness before it come, in the color of skin and nails.
Big Mama was a seer. Saw Death walking up the path. Went right on out to meet it.
VIII.
Seeing has a lucid, inescapable rhythm:
the drum of fingernails on a wooden table, a syncopated alternating heel and palm pound
a deeply held stare that bores /deeper down/ with each heartbeat with each swell of breath
the rhythm births a dance the sway of inspection/introspection a slow chin tilt
an eyebrow pinch lifted gaze/ lowered gaze the understanding nod
IX.
There is no such thing as out of sight.
What has been seen cannot be
Unseen.
X.
Epiphany ensues
Peek-a-boo
when vision is clear.
Hide and Seek
The Bards of Old understood
I Spy
and philosophized
with my own eye.
XI.
Even the blind see in taps and touch. They do not fear the shadows’ assault.
Their ears grow wise noses discern tongues taste tears on the air.
Take care. They can’t be fooled.
XII.
Light floods in a constant stream. Even in darkness, light finds its way.
XIII.
Old folks call kids nosy
[but they smile inside when they say it]
cause nosy kids grow
see look know.
Courtesy of Antoinette Brim-Bell.
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