Utah: Lisa Bickmore
Lisa Bickmore is the Utah Poet Laureate, serving from 2022-2027.
Photo: Dave Hyams
in human time
not dimensional and not
in my mind spacious
for so long the lake was
a blank with only a book
full of floating Mormons to fill it
meaning it was a lacuna
news to me its population
of flies and microfauna
although a man I knew once
had a boat was a brine shrimp
fisherman who fancied himself
a captain fancied himself rough
and ready and more than that
raised Mormon but an emphatic renouncer
A good captain always shares
the catch with his crew
he told me as if
naming a foundational ethic
of the lake
the lake was fuller then I think
perhaps stretching our
capacity for understanding
for a century or more enough
of us took water as a right
refusing to know that water
taken as a right
eventually punishes
in the last three years we’ve gone twice
and each time it felt more
like a dream pink and foamy
at the recessive shore
from which my husband picked up
armfuls of foam shore-bloom
knee-high barely wet but surely salty
*
years before
along the eastern shore
of another inland sea
the Salton its diffuse horizons
miraging as we stopped
to look across
the towns we drove through
someone’s idea of future resorts
ending in hard-pan failure
and still someone some ones
live there somewhere besides
in the houses taken down
to the studs
abandon hope all ye who enter
scrawled in spray paint
by a literalist on one wall
buried alive on another
at the south end
a wild bird refuge
at dusk numberless water birds
aloft the sun burning
to its conclusion
at that shore we saw
dead birds too and dead fish
despite its refuge
the sea shrinking and toxic
I don’t want to say harbinger
*
when we went to the salt lake
the first time of course
we went to see the jetty
as we drove the signs
both indicated and confused
it glittered all of it
a dead long-necked bird
curved into a half-heart
diamantine in salt
is this a story that will help?
that first time was three weeks
before my father died
the second three months
after my sister
the spiral like a tattoo
a spiral like time unfurling
not geologic time because it is
human scale made by a man
with earth movers and ideas
human scale and therefore
containing the seed of loss
longer than a single life though
intended to be that intended to
undo very slowly be undone
only by erosion by waves and time
itself
and in that like the lake
also made by the earth moving
by ancient waters’ changes
the next time I am there
I want to be there
when it rains to watch snow
melt into its salt I want to mark
no further anniversaries
I want to witness water
having its own way
Courtesy of Lisa Bickmore.
Featured Sound:
"Instincts" | Ludlów | Courtesy of www.epidemicsound.com
"Standing at the Altar" | Franz Gordon | Courtesy of www.epidemicsound.com
"Kiss & Tell" | Headlund | Courtesy of www.epidemicsound.com
"Midst of Life" | Christoffer Moe Ditlevsen | Courtesy of www.epidemicsound.com
“Utah’s Great Salt Lake under threat” | ABC News | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKVteIelVJ4&t=17s
”Utah's Great Salt Lake shrinks to unsustainable levels amid a decades-long megadrought” | PBS News Hour | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bsBXpt5RIsQ
"Scientists warn of poisonous air if Utah's Great Salt Lake dries up" | CBS News | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njWy-D7VuIU
"Will Utah's Great Salt Lake disappear?" | CBS Sunday Morning | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xVKCTQ4eBc
"Great Salt Lake dry-up causing dangerous climate ripple effect, ecologists say" | ABC News | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f8ni29GipkU